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Exhale


Just need a spot to exhale... not blogging or updating FB right now. In the middle of something right now and just ready for all of this to be OVER!

I promise this much... I will NEVER do this again. I'll reveal the "this" later.

Just needed to sit in the company of my sisters and just be. Not say too much...just share time and space with mature women of God.

Breathe in. Breathe out.


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How about I SCREAM? Can I have a mini melt down, a quick temper tantrum?

OK, breathing in....breathing out...

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Wooosah..... wooooooooosaaaaaaaahhhhhhh

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Even thought about deleting my blog and FB presence and starting completely over just to have a fresh start...

Woosah again...

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I'm done! DONE! DONE! DONE! DONE! DONE! DONE! DONE! DOOOOOOOOOOONNNNE! Don't ask me anymore questions...I am DONE. D-O-N-E....DONE!

OK, that's better.

Deep cleansing breath in...exhaling frustration...



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What the heck?  What's happening Judah?  Let us help you.

Please, we are here for you...

xo

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Yes, please share! That is what this site is about! A place to vent and get it out. I am glad you were able to come and scream! But if there is something we can pray with you about please don't hesitate to speak up! We love you here!
Blessings!
Melissa

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We brought a young lady and her family into our home. They were in a very bad domestic situation. Real bad. Talked this woman off the ledge spiritually. Poured and ministered. They move into our home and violated it. The drama was unreal! OMG! The amount of dysfunction coupled with the amount of deliverance needed was too much. I don't doubt God's ability to heal and deliver. The word was that healing would occur but that it happen one layer at a time. Trust me, the issues were MANY and deep.

Our ministry is being called into question, the gifts and calling belittled. Ate up our food, used up our resources. Unbelievable.

They finally left our home and we're all breathing a sigh of relief.

We will NEVER do this again!

I mean NEVER!



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Oh my!  So glad you are done with that.   I am guessing she has moved on as well and is no longer a part of the ministry at the church? 

Yes, exhale, exhale.

We've had situations too where we have moved people in and tried to help them and it has never worked and been just as you described.

Why people can't see what a blessing you have done for them and respect you to the utmost for what you've done...and follow the expectations of the house makes no sense.  But we have BTDT and it is frustrating for sure. 

I have had to think, maybe that's why they are where they are?  Some people are great talkers with a sob story, for sure.  And if you have any compassion/mercy in you at all they can really pull on the heartstrings. 

Glad you are on the other side of this, Judah.

xo

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I feel like I lost two months of my life. Holy Spirit showed me in a dream that there was this small whiny, loud, obnoxious thing in a corner. I mean it was making a horrible noise. I was trying to console it. Then something within me stood me straight up and I realized that there was something greater, that something else was going on that needed my attention. That the small, whiny, obnoxious thing throwing a fit in the corner was not the real issue. I needed to tend to something weightier.

Holy Spirit is soooo smart.

Getting back on the straight and narrow so to speak...

-- Edited by Send_Judah on Wednesday 20th of January 2010 01:53:31 PM

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Isn't it just like satan to send in the yippy yappy dogs to get your focus off the big picture. So glad that God showed you that it was time to shut the yippy dogs mouth! Something God has been showing me a lot of lately...Gotta get to real issue and stop dealing with the little fires! Praying for you!

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